07.05.01
I will love you more than that
Dear Kaitlyn,
You, my dear, need a stern talking to. You need to stop looking to the boys who kiss and touch you in a drunken stupour for happiness.
You need to stop hoping that if you give them enough of the parts of you that they want they will ask for more. Because they won't. You know that things happen for a reason. You know that even if you don't understand, that doesn't mean it isn't going to be good in the long run.
Stop choking on your fear which blocks your words and start acting how you wish you were. Don't you dare get scared like you were in high school. This is not high school. You are a strong woman. You may never have wanted notches in your bed post, but you've earned a few. You're the only one who can change anything. Either do something about it or stop hurting on the inside. You're stronger than that.
Look at your life. It's good. Amanda was wrong in saying that you were in a bad headspace right now. You're not. Take advantage of that, would you? Jeffery Green is not worth crying over. So don't let yourself go that far. Don't let yourself go at all, now's just not the time for it. Ok?
love, k.
wunderwuman at