11.29.01
Whisper my name
Maye I was just trying to fill a hole inside of me that can't be filled with anyone else. I'm once again, doubting my feelings. Or maybe it's just that I didn't expect to feel empty when there was someone else in my life. But I do. Feel empty.
Exams and alcohol and sex. . . they all seem a little hollow. Not what I want to be doing today. But it is what I'm doing, so I'll deal with that. I'm positive that as soon as this exam is over, alcohol and sex will seem much more appealing to me anyway. I think I'm going to wear a skirt and a black tanktop. Yeah, ok, I am looking foreward to going out. Hopefully this time I can keep my hands off Zach for long enough to make it downtown, ha ha ha.
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