6.20.08
Hanging In...
Tonight, I take back what I said about the second being easier. Tonight, Alena has been awake for four hours, fussing and crying. She smacks and tries to nurse, but when I put her on, she screams and squeals and acts like there's no milk while it fills her mouth and then she spits it out.
It's not something I ate, I'm sure it's not gas, she's just like this this time of night, some nights are better than others, and I just don't know what's wrong.
It's tiring, I'm hot and sweaty and blah, I hate not being able to help her feel better.
Motherhood... what can you do but hang in there?
wunderwuman at 10:23 p.m.