04.16.03
It's like murder she wrote
I just did not too great on an exam. This class scares me, it makes me feel not-smart. I wrote yesterday and one more today. I'm tired and on the verge of tears. Exams haven't made me feel like this since high school, when I'd panic and blank out.
I'm so tired the first two questions I couldn't make a coerent question. I wanted good marks so bad, and I studied hard. I'm scared now that I'll get C's.
I have to go study right now, get some real food and study. I just want to have someone hold me so I can cry because it's not very often that I need to cry. And today is one of those days.
Maybe I'm not cut out for this shit anyway.
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