04.07.02
Linger in silence
I used to feel like I was swimming, then I started drowing. Then I got washed onto the shore and I feel like I'm just laying there, doing nothing. The sun rises and the sun sets everyday and I keep laying there even though I know it's not a very safe place.
I've been going through the motions without the emotions. I feel like I could walk away right now, not even write my finals and not care at all. I go to bed at night, alone more and more often and wonder what the hell I'm doing. I walk down to the ocean to watch the waves, they used to give me perspective. And I don't tell anyone about these feelings inside of me.
Because I just. don't. care. anymore.
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