07.12.01
Don't want you back
These past few nights I've been flowing with thoughts that I don't really understand. I like to romantiscize it and think of myself as being touched by something more, something powerful. In reality I think it's just time some thoughts escape my head.
I always feel a little empty, a little lonely, when another of my many crushes die. I always try not to but end up feeling like there must be something wrong with me to have been alone so long.
Eva's coming tomorrow, and I'm planning on escaping reality this weekend. I'm sick of living how I've lived this week. Waiting on unspoken words and subtle actions. I'm giving up and living for me. I've had enough. k.
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